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Michael D'Orazio's music is what it is. It's generally song compositions that were unfettered by pop influences, and mostly corrupted by what was deemed loose, and unpopular. Most of these cd's were recorded in Michael's basement on a tascam tape deck, and also on a digital camcorder. Michael did not want to spend lots of money on a career that may not ever be lifted on the ground. He learned many techniques in music production from his early years in the band "The Burning"(1989-1991). That is when he got his start in music. You can read all about the early years in his book"EVIL, the Rise and Fall of The Burning". After that he had to go on his own to learn the guitar, and write his own songs without anyone elses help. It wasn't until 2003, after 13 years, that he started to record his songs so he didn't forget them. Later he came to love his cd compilations, and decided to archive them and make them available to people at some of his performances, and open mics. Most of these songs are a rebellion against what is established now in music biz. It ignores positivity, and embraces the mischeivous, and gloom that was popular in the early eighties goth/post-punk scenario. These cd's have been carefully recorded, and the quality has controlled very delicately. They are somewhat of a roadmap to his life, and may be very adventurous to the ears. Support the underdog!!!

My mission as an Artist(in conversation)

Michael D'Orazio (to Chris Drennen) I thought about what you said about my performance as being arrogant. It's hard to be strong at something without putting on the edge of confidence. That is part of the game. You have to portray yourself as something larger than normal to create the illusion of something more real. Sometimes imaginitive images are stronger than what we see with the naked eye.

Christopher Drennen: Interesting and true. You have talent. It was good quality music. I guess the message just turned me off to some extent. You are a very critical artist so you may attract criticism from others. Your way of dealing with life and art is just a lot different than mine I guess. Mine is not necessarily better either.

Michael D'Orazio: Well I figure my personality is a little strange and peculiar in some ways. When I was young kids said I was wierd(I think), and I was like wierd is good especially if you are an artist. So I put that into my work. I want my work to be a little strange, and estranged from pop normalcy which I find is boring. I wanted to create the illusion that I am this wicked, unkind being that wants a taste of blood. Strange heh.

There is no demand for what I do, but since I grew up in the 80's there was a lot of that kind of stuff. I think I just was too slow to capture it when it was popular. If I was playing 20 years ago I may have been more successful. The kind of work I am doing in out of style, but thats who I am, and what I was brought up on, so I am just going with it.

My message in my work is not to corrupt yourself, but to free yourself from the constraints of what is deemed appropriate, and innappropriate.I think that people miss my point in the fact that as we move on in society there are developing governing rules that strangle freedom of speech and expression. I think. At least I would like to think that I am a freedom fighter.

And while everyone else is saying grow, live, be alive, and thrive, and soft feelings and all that. I kind of think that you don't have to be that way to be a decent person. You can still create dark imagery and still be an honest hardworking productive decent individual. You don't have to fool people to make them believe you are a good person. I am not a hypocrite.

Michael D'Orazio playing "So Far Away".

Compilations

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"Folk Noir"

"Old and New Revisitations"

2010

$15.00

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  • 1. Nothing Will Remain...
  • 2. Lonely Boy
  • 3. I See You Tonight
  • 4. So Far Away
  • 5. A Girl I once Knew
  • 6. Night So Dark...
  • 7. The Gate(a song about Death)

    Songs of Triumph and Despair EP

  • 8. Song of Triumph
  • 9. A Scene from a Car Wreck
  • 10. Hypnotic Snake Charmer
  • 11. Heart Attack
  • 12. Determination of the Soul

    This cd is a compilation of new and old songs rerecorded for you listening pleasure. I wanted to define what the words "Folk Noir" meant. It's a great overview of who I am, and what I do. Also the later half of the cd is instrumentation using the Cuatro. My idea was that I define what "Folk Noir" is, and record an album that is truly morose. This cd is a combination of two projects. Hope you like them. "Songs of Triumb and Despair is slightly disturbing, using feedback, and other techniques to create a horrific image.




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    "Michael D'Orazio Hits"

    "Anti-Pop music"

    2009

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  • 1. We are all Gone
  • 2. Hunter(Bjork)
  • 3. Your Funeral My Trial(Nick Cave)
  • 4. There She Goes
  • 5. I Know
  • 6. So Far Away
  • 7. Who I Am
  • 8. Feelin Low
  • 9. You're Alone
  • 10. The Gate Live at Chaplin's
  • 11. I See you Tonight
  • 12. Eclipse

    A collection of anti-pop songs, that rebel from convention, and traditional ideas, and values. Somewhat dark, it has a twist of humor, and hilarity, that will entertain, as well as keep you thinking. It also frees you from the constraints of what you think is appropriate, and what is deemably valuable in today's society.





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    "Michael D'Orazio's Instrumentals":

    "Music for the thinking mind"

    2009

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  • 1. Fandango Eternity
  • 2. Longing for Hope
  • 3. Sunny Day
  • 4. A Moment
  • 5. Running Out of Time
  • 6. Blue Light in the Dark
  • 7. Cities at Night
  • 8. Nervous Wreck
  • 9. The End
  • 10. Falling from Grace
  • 11. Transworld Siren

    This cd is a collection of experimental instrumentals. It delves deep with gloomy backgrounds, and forms that stimulate individual thought patterns in the human mind. Dim the lights, lay back with a cup of tea, and take a gloomy trip.




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    "Songs of Triumph and Despair"

    "Disturbed incidental music"

    2010

    $10.00

  • 1. Song of Triumph
  • 2. Scene from a Car Wreck
  • 3. Hypnotic Snake Charm
  • 4. Heart Attack
  • 5. Determination of the Soul

    This cd is a follow up to "Kali Ma" where I sat with my Cuatro, and improvised these disturbing songs, with feedback coming in and out of the music.




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    "Live at Chaplin's III 9-11-10"

    "Desparate innuendos"

    2010

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  • 1. Lament
  • 2. Just one more Kiss
  • 3. Nothing Will Remain
  • 4. I Can See
  • 5. Kill Again(lyrics by Slayer)
  • 6. So Far Away
  • 7. I See You Tonight

    Unfortunatly they scheduled this show on 9/11 which I thought was kind of strange. It was an honest performance. I performed new songs I hardly rehearsed. I wouldn't say this is as good as my first show on 6-3-09, but it's a little more disturbing.




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    "Your Death/Lament"

    "Swan song to your lover"

    2010

    $12.00

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  • 1. The Three Shadows pt. 2(by bauhaus)
  • 2. Your Death
  • 3. Nothing Will Remain
  • 4. On my Mind
  • 5. Burning...(Mike Smash, D'Orazio)
  • 6. Scream
  • 7. Lament
  • 8. Kill Again(lyrics by Slayer)
  • 9. I Can See
  • 10. Night so Dark
  • 11. You, and your daughter
  • 12. The New Age
  • 13. Silence is the sun

    The first six songs marked the end of a three year relationship that end chaotically. When I wrote "Your Death" I knew that it was the end. Dark and gloomy, and somewhat upbeat this cd captures the halloween month of october in which it was written. This may be my best so far. Short and sweet, full of bitter moments.

    The second half of this cd was called "Lament". Most of the Songs written were improvised in my bedroom and recorded on a Sony camcorder. "Kill Again"(lyrics by Slayer), "I Can See"(fourth stanza derived from Robert Service's "The Men who don't fit in". "Night so Dark"(a little dittie similar to Tom Waits), "You, and your daughter"(a song about my experiences with my girlfriend and her daughter. "The New Age"(2010 remake of a bellowing intrumental with background vocals), Silence is the sun(a song recorded outside during a windy day)







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    "The Dream Songs"

    "Upbeat songs for the critical mind"

    2010

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  • 1. Horses
  • 2. Fool
  • 3. I see something
  • 4. There's no one
  • 5. Trail of Tears
  • 6. It's the way you are
  • 7. Wild Journey(2010)

    These set of songs we're written over a period of ten years. Some written long ago, some written within the course of a year. They all fit very nicely together. I waited to record these songs, cause I didn't want to publish anything really upbeat, and dramatic. This cd is a nice coda to the long journey in my life and music.




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    "Michael D'Orazio: Live at Chaplin's July 3rd, 2009"

    "Light at the end of a Dark Tunnel"

    2009

    $15.00


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  • 1. The Gate
  • 2. I See you tonight
  • 3. There she goes
  • 4. Medley: Falling from grace, La, la, la, Eclipse
  • 5. Just one more kiss
  • 6. Sign of the times
  • 7. So Far Away
  • 8. Experiment gone wrong
  • 9. Alone
  • 10. Tears(Burgess)
  • 11. Who I Am

    After playing open mic's for nearly two years at Chaplin's music cafe, I was offered a gig to play one show with another local performer. I was excited that I finally got the chance to play, and exhibit the music I have been nurturing for nearly 15 years. It was a magical night for me, and I played better than I ever played before. It was almost like an orgasm, cause I have been saving my energy for a real show. It's different playing a whole set of songs, compared to playing 2 songs at an open mic. I wish I had more chances to play whole shows, but I don't know if this will happen. At least I have proof now that I can do it on my own, and flourish as a solo artist.




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    "Michael D'Orazio: Live at Chaplin's"

    "Pure gloom and doom"

    2009

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  • 1. Intro
  • 2. So Far Away
  • 3. Eclipse
  • 4. Car Crash
  • 5. Count Your Failures
  • 6. There She Goes(alternate version)
  • 7. Sign of the Times
  • 8. You're Alone
  • 9. La, La, La
  • 10. I see you tonight

    This cd is a collection of open mic performances recorded at Chaplin's Music Cafe during the summer of 2008 to January 2009. It is the early performances of most of the songs from "Sign of the Times", and some early tracks. Very dark times we are in, and the music illustrates this very clearly. I hope you can witness these songs for they are real. I'd like to thanks the crew at Chaplin's for giving me good sound, and cool effects. This music is reminscent of most of the early 80's post-punk music that I was into. Very raw, dark, and gloomy.




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    "Sign of the Times" Remastered

    2009

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  • 1. Transworld Siren
  • 2. I See you Tonight(Version 2)
  • 3. Just one more Kiss--Dedicated to Katie Lightcap
  • 4. Eclipse
  • 5. Street Sounds
  • 6. La, la, la
  • 7. Sign of the Times Live
  • 8. Eclipse Live
  • 9. Car Crash Live
  • 10. I See You Tonight (Reprise)

    A gloomy trip into paranoia, and darkness, "drink wine and shots of liquor, fun fire and merriment, and desire, only I may stand in your way to bliss, but that won't stop me from getting one more kiss". "Somewhere to the eclipse, there is a solitary light, sometime in the spring we can fall on our knees, again". "You better run you better hide, far from this wicked world, they're gonna get you no matter what you do, it's a sign of the times!!"




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    "Sing-a-Song 2" Remastered

    2008

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  • 1. Falling from Grace
  • 2. You're Alone
  • 3. The New Age
  • 4. Sorrow
  • 5. Following the Spirit
  • 6. The Gate
  • 7. There She Goes(Cuatro version)
  • 8. Your Funeral My Trial(Cuatro version)
  • 9. Now You Know
  • 10. Never Ending Progress(Featuring Jeff Mastroberti)
  • 11. The Gate Live at Chaplin's

    This cd was a compilation of gloomy tracks that we're created to be staged at Chaplin's music cafe in early 2009. It contains an a different version of "There She Goes" and "You're Funeral, my Trial" using the cuatro instead of the guitar. Also it has the early version of "You're Alone" which is a song of rejection of a lonely spirit. I don't know if this is my favorite cd, but it was a stepping stone to a whole different style. It shows my maturity of the drone of the key of "E" on the instrumental "Falling from Grace".




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    "Kali Ma" Remastered

    2007

    $15.00

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  • 1. Cities At Night
  • 2. Blue Light In The Dark 2
  • 3. The Wedding
  • 4. Nervous Wreck
  • 5. Wild Journey
  • 6. Mourning the Death/Sharpening the Sword
  • 7. Breaking the Silence
  • 8. Things Looking Up
  • 9. The End

    "Kali Ma" is a collection of instrumentals I did using the Cuatro(a puerto rican sort of mandolin). They were improvised as I recorded them. Some of them have a composition, so I can play them live the way they are. The music is has an eastern flavor, but they are not whole hearted traditional music. Some tracks we're inspired from movies such as "Excaliber", or "Last Temptation of Christ".




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    "Who I Am" Remastered

    2006

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  • 1. Intro
  • 2. Who I Am
  • 3. Several Sins (Rowland S. Howard)
  • 4. Feelin Low
  • 5. Sometime Soon
  • 6. Don't Fall
  • 7. We Can Fly

    "It isn't safe to walk around here" EP

  • 8. Running Out Of Time
  • 9. Blue Light in the Dark
  • 10. Spooky Place
  • 11. I Know
  • 12. So Far Away..

    This cd contains an old song I did called "Who I am". The song explains to me spiritual awakening, and is very sort of rythmic, and tribal. I wrote this in reaction to a book I read, called "Living with Kundalini", by Gopi Krishna. I tried to capture the song as best I could, so enjoy. The rest of the album is a reaction to what someone said about Sing-a-Song. There wasn't enough upbeat songs. So the rest of the cd is kind of upbeat. I don't know though.

    "It isn't safe to walk around here anymore", is a brooding, spooky trip into a world of apprehension, and paranoia. This is by far my favorite album. It illustrates my fears and my paranoid fantasies. When I feel scared I play this, cause I feel it gives me a little strength in dealing with reality."




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    "Sing-a-Song" Remastered

    2005

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  • 1. Space Music
  • 2. Your Funeral My Trial(Nick Cave)
  • 3. Tears(The Chameleons)
  • 4. There She Goes
  • 5. Alone --Dedicated to Sarah Frizzel
  • 6. Sunny Day
  • 7. Sunshower
  • 8. Downtown
  • 9. Hearts
  • 10. A Girl I Once Knew
  • 11. A Moment
  • 12. Jennifer's Veil(Nick Cave)
  • 13. Sing-a-Song

    "Sing-a-Song" is a classic collection of songs. This is me at my best so far, writing Bowiesque little dittys with the intent of being a little dark, but a little pop at the same time. The cd matures through time. I appreciate it the more I move on with song writing.




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    "Suicide" Remastered

    2004

    $15.00

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  • 1. Fandango Eternity
  • 2. Longing for Hope
  • 3. We are all Gone
  • 4. Hunter(Bjork)
  • 5. We've Got Time(Broadcast)
  • 6. Meditation
  • 7. Christina the Astonishing(Nick Cave)
  • 8. Life is Blowing Away
  • 9. I Know
  • 10. I Miss You
  • 11. Come to Me(Bjork)
  • 12. Deep in the Woods(Nick Cave)
  • 13. Home
  • 14. Lonely Boy
  • 15. Well the World

    "Suicide" is the first set of recordings I did on my own. I just started to use the recorder, and I experimented alot with different recording techniques. Some of the songs are very trippy, and very delicate. Most of the album is very folky, but in a modern way. I tried to evoke a certain feeling, and I did suprise myself. One person I met, of whom I gave a cd to, described it as being "captivating". .




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    "Freak'in Out", Single

    1991-1993

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  • 1. Freak'in Out(Lucid Mix)--Dedicated to Kat Lamb
  • 2. Loonier than Looney
  • 3. Freak'in Out(Stoned Mix)

    This is a Cd single contains the title track "Freak'in Out", and the follow up song "Loonier than Loony". This song was produced by Steve Cluthe. It was inspired by Cypress Hill, Bjork, Renegade Soundwave, and the old days, driving around toking it up, and getting into adventures. I used to play this song for my friends while they where stoned, so it became an instant favorite. I am glad I still have a copy of it!!!




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    "The Burning"

    1989-1990

    $30.00

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  • 1. Burning
  • 2. Fall Girl
  • 3. The Funky Chicken(Vampire Song)
  • 4. H.I.V(industrial version)
  • 5. The Gate
  • 6. Stay
  • 7. A Burning Intro
  • 8. H.I.V(early version)
  • 9. Three Trees
  • 10. To Do

    This is a rare recording of a show at Pottgrove high school talent show. (It is to be noted that this was the first recording that was submitted to our producer before we recorded the above tracks.)

  • 11. The Burning Live(19:36) minutes

    This Cd contains six songs done by the band "The Burning" in the late eighties. The music is basically post-punk, gothic, and slightly industrial. It is a shame that the band fizzled out, even before they got started. I wasn't satisfied, and wanted to continue on. I wish I had the team now to produce my songs, but oh well. (Produced by Ian Cross, and Scott Bricklin) All songs written by Michael D'Orazio, and Mike Smash, except for track 6. Track 6 was produced by Steve Cluthe, and a guest appearance on guitar by Rich Bickell.



    Buy my book of lyrics!! From 1989-2008!!

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    I put together this lyric book to commemorate all the writing I since the late eighties. The work spans from my work with the band called "The Burning", songs I did called "Freak'in Out", all the songs I wrote from 2004 to 2008. This will be the first volume. I am sure there will be a second volume in about another ten years. I hope.




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